what’s in store for 2008?

January 8th, 2008 by farah-80h

What’s in store for 2008??

it’s the 5th day of 2008 and hopefully i am not too late to wish all of you a very happy new year. May 2008 promises a life which is better and more prosperous than of 2007….

Typically, new year is associated with extravagant fireworks but as what we see in the picture is a simple mercun that kids in my neighbourhood (read: i was in penang for new year) play during new year. of course from my place i can see beautiful pyro shows/fireworks during the celebration in Padang Kota. But i’d rather be around my area watching the families get together in a very moderate way having fun. embracing the new year with such happiness… It’s a good thing the the photo is blur as the mothers are the ones enjoying the mercun!

How do u feel?
Got any resolutions?
Mine? Pretty lame ones. some are barely achieved last year. better luck for me this year.

My list:

  1. to read more books
  2. to be a better Muslimah, Insya Allah…
  3. lose weight- no comment
  4. reduce dobby activities, enough investing so much in them, basuh sendiri plak!
  5. be more thrifty- less shopping!
  6. work harder
  7. attend more seminars
  8. avoid procrastimation- which is the hardest
  9. avoid last minute work
  10. lead a more healthy lifestyle- must have enuff sleep!
  11. spend 2 days a week in gymm
  12. work with more speed and efficiency

So some people started their 2008 with joy, some with fear….

Hopefully the peace and tranquility of Malaysia remains this year…

Didnt start my year splendidly…
As the matter of fact, i am feeling down… really down…

Didnt plan to kick off 2008 this way…..
It seems maybe i should put in more efforts quietly. be on a serious mode. so this year i think will be quieter hence i will give no one any reason to pick on me, jokes abt me or make me their laughing stock. never feel this down before….

Anyway, Happy New Year guys……

It’s 6th January!! Happy Birthday!!!

January 8th, 2008 by farah-80h

It’s 6th January!! Happy Birthday!!!

sometimes we never realize how time does fly…. yesterday was my birthday… and i was with my bosses at the office (read: my birthdy in on sunday so i wass working on that day). Today after 1 year in this company i feel so happy when Di Gundu initiated half the office to sing me a birthday song. Thanks Di! thanks all! Thanks Liza for being the 1st to sms me birthday wishes. Thanks to my UKM juniors for remembering….
in 2 years’ time i’m 30! OMG!!!
How time does fly……..

hmmmmm

October 28th, 2007 by farah-80h

Dear all,

Thank you for your concerns.
My grandma finally is admitted to hospital, Hospital Putrajaya now and guess what she did broke a bone somewhere at her left side of hip.

She’s also being x-rayed because ahe had been wheezing heavily since then.

*sigh*

raya diaries… blunders….hampeh…

October 20th, 2007 by farah-80h

   

   
      

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well…

raya is supposed to be
a moment to cherish,
a moment with 1001 memories
a moment that unite families
a moment to celebrate triumph against the nafsu temptations
a moment where kids get new baju raya and collect duit raya
a moment where parents get to keep their children’s duit raya (ehem ehem)
a moment of visiting families and friends
……..

11 - 12 October
i
took all the trouble to go back early (thursday morning),my sis and her
hubby also arrived the same day. really tak sempat rest tolong my
parents to prepare the house for raya (hell that’s a lot of work
there)… because me, my parents and siblings live with my grandma. so
naturally every year time raya our house will be swarming with our
relatives that will come down for raya…
My aunty from bagan lalang arrived on friday morning. with the whole bunch of her family

reeally tired… to think, i tak sempat langsung nak pi mana2…

13 October (saturday)
It’s raya!!
seriously tak terasa pon. dah le bangun lewat because i stayed up the whole nite preparing stuff…
later
in the morning, my uncle from selayang arrives with his battalion (9
kids)… macam nak pecah rumah. more work for us the adults huhu
another uncle of mine from subang arrived with his family (4 children), this uncle of mine is currently working in albania.
the mighty migraine attacks….

14-15 october
my other uncle arrives with his family.this uncle pulak is currently staying in senegal with his entire family…
my
bro arrives later in the morning with the cute son, faris who stole all
the attention to himself. comel sgt… these days are filled with
swarming of guests… sempat lah jugak gi melawat my father
relatives… very tiring…

one
this is sure, for years now my aunts and uncles had been trying to coax
my sweet grandma to follow them to kl and be in new fresh environment.
but to no avail. remember i used to blog that every weekend i’ll be in
keramat kl at my dear aunt’s house if i have no business coming to
office? my aunt dah pindah to a big bungalow in bagan lalang, sepang.
so this year’s raya she made a resolution to force my grandma to come
with her to bagan lalang… and to my surprise, she made my grandma to
consider. so with the combined strength of our whole family, my grandma
nearly said yes to that absurd idea.

i
gave one last blow saying that it’s very near to putrajaya so i can see
her everyday (tipu sunnat huhu).. to add to that drama i put on a
pathetic face, asking her to pity me as i was all by myself there with
nobody to come and visit me if i’m sick (which is so true)… hehehw

u
see… my grandma is a sweet old lady who suffered from stroke many2
years ago. although she is now able to walk, she no longer has the
strength or should i say the confidence to go out anymore. i have to
adsmit that prior to that stroke, her nerves are in bad condition
making her difficult to walk properly. this causes her to lose
confident in going anywhere.

it was indeed a pleasant
surprise when later that day she asked me to buy her some stuff for her
stay in bagan lalang. so after sa many years, this raya is different.

16th October
moved
from penang at 10am after a spot of breakfast. kami konvoi. me and my
parents followed my bro’s car. my sister and his husband in another
car. my aunt,uncle and my grandma in 1 car and lastly my cousins in
another—>4 cars altogether…

stopped at simpang pulai to
visit my brother’s in-laws. later around 4pm moved to kl. got stuck in
massive jam. arrived at wangsa maju nearly maghrib, the rest head
straight to sepang. stopped there because i need to take my car that i
left at my bro’s house there. around 9pm we moved to sepang. arrived
later nearly 11pm.

my aunt from subang came with her family at 1am(my uncle already left for albania). chat till dawn.

17th October
my
other relatives came to bagan lalang after they found out my grandma
made her special appearance there. unfortunately had to return to
putrajaya but my bro and parents nak follow because depa nak pi
alamanda so ok la, moved at 6pm, arrived at my house at nearly 7. i was
surprised that my grill is locked using a new padlock!! shit! at that
hour tried to call my housemates. one is still in pahang will only be
back on Saturday. the other one (who is responsible to tell me abt the
change and hand over the new keys) didnt answer my call. so after going
to alamanda all of us head back to bagan lalang. in my heart i was
really cursing my house mate. ingat dekat ka putrajaya and sepang. can
u imagine if that day i have no place to go? what will happen to me?
grrrrr……..

18th October
……
after subuh i moved to putrajaya straight to my office. moved at 6.45am
and arrive at 7.30am. didnt sleep since the night before. told my
office mate bout the padlock incident and for a while they were being
sympathetic with me. but then the whole day after that i got the title
bangla pelarian simply because i had my whole luggage in my car. no
where to go. soon, my dear friend offered her place in sri kembangan
for me to bunk in for the night. agreed. however, at 7pm tried to go
back to my house. saw my hampeh housemate’s car. so i practically
opened the door and shouted her name for at least 15 minutes. but she
didnt answer. was she afraid? dah buat salah, haruslah takut. daripada
standing outside my own house like a fool i drove back to the office
cursing her along the way. only after that she picked up my call,
giving me all sorts of excuses in that timid voice. so i warned her not
to lock the grill with that padlock.
i moved to sri kembangan….

19th october
at
the office many of us wore purple today (ramai yg still cuti raYa),
including my boss. mr. Z. so we tend to take photos hehe… ngada2 la
pulak hehe. kira dah takdak keje la tu
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that
long lunch break, we attacked bob’s house which is directly behind my
house. open house.he’s a father to be. hehe. after we are finished with
the lepaking at his house, i went straight to my house to check,
Alhamdulillah she left without locking the padlock. Phew. so, i went
in, left all of my luggage, took a quick bath, changed into a black
jubah and went back to office… my housemate even took my pair of keys
with her!! she was supposed to leave the new padlock keys on the tv
cabinet for me but instead of doing that, she simply left with my keys.
hampeh tol…
i dragged my boss to have early dinner at 6.40pm at
mamak stall with the rest of the colleagues. then i stayed back with my
boss till 1.30am. banyak keje la…

during that time i was
munching digestive biscuits as i didnt eat properly earlier. when i
arrived home nearly 2 i immediately dashed to the toilet and vomited
sampai lembik. perutku memulas2… was it food poisoning? hmmm i became
so weak that the entire saturday was spent in my room….

21st October
feel fresh again. awake since 12am till now. bought breakfast at 7.25am and head straight to the office. till now….

any comment???

Selamat haku…. alhamdulillah…

October 8th, 2007 by farah-80h


These past few weeks had been so compact that i’m barely breathing and gasping for air..
semua benda pon tak sempat….

last
friday i took off early from the office to go to klcc , i janji nak
bukak sekali with my adik and his family… so i ended up stuck in jam
as usual and arrived 15minutes late to klcc… anyway, after buat apa
yg patut kami round2 sat kat area klcc tuh… as when i was with the
stroller, with my adorable nephew inside (the one in the photo is my cute lil nephew),
while waiting for my one and only adik and his wife to go for a loo, a
couple of japanese tourist stopped by to us… they were looking at me,
then to my nephew a few times… please take note that at that time i
was wearing a black jubah with black tudung and i wore extra garang
eyeliner so…. hmmmm… they must have been amazed with how different
i look my lil nephie that was being thought as my son…. and i know
they thought i’m arab… rally dont like that… haku tak kawen lagi
laaaa…

anyway, after that we just went home and i just cant
sleep thinking that i tak buat apa2 lagi tuk raya ni… last week i
already went to sogo to buy stuff for my mom but my dad tak lepaih
lagik…
that aside, i was even more worried with fact of means of
how am i supposed to balik kg? there’s no point of me buying these and
those but in the end got stuck in putrajaya??

so later on
saturday, i make it a point to look for a way back home… so the first
thing i did is to pick up my kakak from fitness first (damn she made me
sign up) at klcc then off we go to KTM KL… the jam was crazy! tak
caya? tgk di bawah…
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finally
sampai le KTM (stesen ketapi lama)… dari zaman belajaq lagi i chose
plusliner as a cheap mean of transportation to penang. so i pulled over
got out of the car, asking my sister to wait inside as she’s tired
(sapa lah soh terlompat2 time posa2 nih) and while praying hard that
theer’ll be seats left, i went up park may office… and there u have
it! Tada…..

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leganya hati…
after
that kami pun berpening2 tuk mengeluarkan diri dr jam… we ended up in
klcc as sogo penuh… another problem… balik dgn bas ni ok, but
barang2 dagangan segala baju2 yg i and my bro beli sampai 6/7 bag tu i
nak angkut camna naik bas?? so that saturday, after waving babai to
klcc, i sped off back to putrajaya…
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yes the dots in the pictures are not moons bila gerhana but suggests that sesungguhnya keta aku dah lama tak dibasuh huhuhu…

sunday,
i came again to putrajaya…. to bring my barang dagangan to my sister
so that she can bring back with her nissan sentra tu…. but it doesnt
end there… to be continued…!!!

life of kawaii desu, the gundu researcher…

October 8th, 2007 by farah-80h

    
       
          life of kawaii desu, the gundu researcher…
       
    
      

   

   

   

      

for
those u had been with this blog for quite a while will have some idea
of nature of my work… attending meetings, site-visits and
consultations, conferences, seminars and roundtable discussions…….

to
be able to do this, we researchers must have abundant source of
knowledge which means a lot of reading is involved… photo sebelah ni
is actually books that had been stacked on my table for the past few
months, to be read… barely touched the books…
besides these, below are among the books yg i WAJIB kena khatam:
bukannya nipis tu
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other books yg i kena go thru is:
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aduss…
ade lagi actually… but kat rumah… so bila i renung buku lama2… i
really the mighty migraine is on the lose… adeh…
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help help help…. mintak nyawa! mintak nyawa! mintak nyawa!

      
   

   
   

kerja raya kerja raya… eh jbtn kerjaraya??

October 8th, 2007 by farah-80h

    
       
          Raya kerja raya kerja raya kerjaraya eh, jabatn kerjaraya ayoyo
       
    
      

   

   

   
      

adusss…..

raya makin dekat…
rasa cam tak percaya… how time does fly…
if back then we are all eager.. nak tempuh bulan Ramadhan…
how it feels like berpuasa di putrajaya…
ye lah…

in
my previous post i did mention or should i say, complained bout having
had to break fast in the office? well… what do u know? now dah
tinggal less than a week to go before Syawal hits the day…

mmg diakui, i’m always breaking my fast at the office unless:

  • ada function (that day tech div buat break fast at taman botani and it suxxx)
  • officemates ajak berbukak kat luaq
  • weekend spent with my dear brother(satu2nya adik) and his family esp his cute lil Faris at wangsa maju

or else, mmg i’ll be at the office breaking fast there… sebab keje aku banyak… rasa guilty nak bersenang lenang…

tapi one thing about breaking fast at the office ni….
i am never alone… alhamdulillah…

each day ada saja geng2 opis g ajak aku berbukak sekali… alhamdulillah… after that, yes, i’m all by myself la kan…

this
week alone, i’m hardly at the office. i was touring all around selangor
from kuala selangor to sepang and banting for my studies and i went
with this top consultants from a leading consulting firm based in
Boston…

so, their nature of work is something i can learn
from. klau u lepas staff2 gomen (sorry pd sapa2 yg berkenaan) mmg tak
leh survive la.. they work around the clock u know…

can u believe it uptill 10th oct ni i’m still with them with our site-visits, pi pulu ketam pulk tu…
and yet i applied cuti 11-17th… melampau tak? even my dearest and most beloved Mr. z pun blik jumaat… waaa…. melampau ka cuti aku tu???

aku pasrah je lah dgn apa jua keputusan boss… tapi mmg keja aku belambak… bersepah2… letihla….

tapi bila ingatkan emak kat rumah tu…

  • my sister is in selangor with the husband
  • my brother is in ipoh this year with his family
  • i pon balik lambat… sangkut di putrajaya

kat
rumah tu tinggal my parents and my grandma je… to think that bila
raya semua sedaramara dr kl,ipoh nanti mai serbu our house… who’s
helping them… so that’s why i terpaksa persetankan my guilt for long
leave… i had to.. to think, this year kuih raya pon beli ja…

but one thing is REALLY bothering me with all this uncertainties….

AKU
TK TAU NK BALIK PENNG DGN APA!!!! TIKET BAS TAK BELI, APA PUN TAK
BELI…. !!!!MATILA AKU!!! BALIK PENING NAIK TONGKANG LA AKU!!!!

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*&&*^^%&^# %^%^$#@#!@ ASBESTOS BETOI LA!!!

scan muka aku blh tak?!!!

October 5th, 2007 by farah-80h

   

   

   
      

Last night i was at the office till dawn…

around one hour was wasted on my effords of scanning nearly 30pages of details that i need to email to my consultants….

how
i wish there’s technology yg blh scan multiple pages (or there is?)…
ni tak, satu page more@less 1 minute… then kena setting, terhegeh2
nak tukaq paper…. renyah betoila… such a nuisance!

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ish… tension la… dah la bising nak mampuih!
although 30 pages, i ended up redoing half of it sebab senget la, out of range lah, blur lah, la bla bla

asbestos sungguh!
dah lama tak tidoq malam…

*yawn*

harry potter and the mysterious workaholic girl…. (pt1)

September 23rd, 2007 by farah-80h

 

   

   

   
      

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Everything
turned out wrong last thursday, the workaholic girl turned to be
peculiarly in a bad mood, suspected to be the work of mighty migraine
where she along with her close buddy, strangely hardly talking to each
other the entire day… both were really worn out due to the loads of
work that apparently only being carried out by them both.

the
good friend of the workaholic girl in despair went off to the secret
divine chamber to get some rest while the workaholic girl try to hide
behind the mounting pain in the head… it is best to avoid
communication with the friend as the mighty migrain will try to make them on each others throat…

however by 5.30pm the horrific spell by the mighty migraine
had faded away causing the workaholic girl to dash off to the divine
chamber to look for her good friend. apparently same goes for the
migraine spell on the friend, wore off as well…

as fatique as
they appear to be, the still go out in the open to get some food to
relinquish all their energy that were lost in the battle to outcome the
spell…

as they were eating at the break fast event at the
office chambers with other of their friends, they learnt from the
mighty buletin utama which is of course the rival of daily prophet that
a poor girl is being murdered brutally by a lunatic murderer, a being
that was once human which turn to dark side that deserves more than a
dementor’s kiss….

suddenly the workaholic girl’s head felt
beating fast… as fast as the beating of harry potter’s lightning scar
made by You-Know-Who… after finished the prayers at the divine
chambers, the workaholic girl and he dear friend tried to resume their
tasks faithfully…. but before they know it all of them fell in a deep
sleep…… in the chambers…. deep deep sleep, casted by the mighty migraine…

it
was 2hours before midnight when they both awake from the deep sleep…
casted by the spell… the dear friend, who suffered severely from the mighty migraine, opted to went back home… while the workaholic girl remained in the chambers… but to again fell back into the deep sleep..

at
midnight did she wake up and this time trying to resist the ever so
binding spell of the dark migraine… resulting her to work upside down
till break of dawn… yes dawn….
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at dawn after the prayers she went back home, but this time the mighty migraine
really strike till she was helpless and can no longer resist the spell
of the long slumber.. along with the beating of the head almost like
drum beating in a rock concert….. the pain was unbearable this time…

when
she woke up, she learnt that her dear friend also suffer similar
experience and they both were still at home on amend… not being able
to perform that day at the chambers… she and her dear friend call it
off that day….

however, as though the workaholic girl’s
brother able to sense her misery had summomned her back to their
resident in the heart of KL… and she flew back to her family in a
breeze and arrived early that she’s able to rest again after the
journey with the company of her brother’s family…

after the
marvelous home cooked break fast event, she saw an interesting book of
her brother’s wife’s possession,a book that she had been longing to
read, more than anything else in this world… the book of the deathly hallows

however, she could not consume the book that friday night as the she’s still suffering from the spell of the mighty migraine…

as
saturday comes, all of them, her family went out to carrefour to buy
some necessities.. which will be told in a later episode of this
chronicles… once they returned after the afternoon prayers she
started to digest to contents of the death hallows…. so spell
binding… that her fingers keep on striking the pages gently… from a
page to another… digesting harry potter’s experiences, encounters and
miseries… lots can be learned here…

the workaholic girl
seemed to be determined to consume the great 607 pages worth of book
before she returned to the city of putrajaya… so the mission had to
be accomplished.. after breaking fast, faithfully she read lines after
lines, understanding the whole thing pages to pages… before she knew
it… she had been awake all night for the sake of the book and
continued further bit after the dawn prayer…

however, in the middle of it… the feeling came back, the mighty migraine returned… damn! she knew she had to put down the book before the spell becomes worse…

when
she woke up it was nearly 4pm!!! how time does fly!! it’s sunday
evening and she’s supposed to return to the city of chambers today!!
and she has gone to 400pages… another 207 pages to go… she
despaired….

but then, selfishly she, the workaholic girl
brought the precious book with her (she dont have the heart to endure
the long queues to obtain the book in MPH) all the way to putrajaya
city of chambers…

along the way, she stopped by the highway to
buy fastfood for her break fast this time in the chambers, alone
without any of her friends… putting aside the precious, she tried to finish off her work which compiled due to her absence on friday only to find that the mighty migraine has come back with a vengenace…

she
despaired again… thinking tomorrow she will have to rise early back
to kl for an important meeting with the authorities of her work…

  • what will happen to the workaholic girl??
  • is her dear friend all right?
  • will she survive the monday’s blues without the migraine spell??
  • will she consume fast food again during break fast monday?
  • will she be seeing a shaman to undone to mighty migraine’s spell???
  • will she be able to finish off the book on The deathly hallows???

all of these and more on the nest episode of Harry Potter and the mysterious workaholic girl!!
Behold!!! Avada Cadabra!!!
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This is an outrage!!!!

September 21st, 2007 by farah-80h

This is an outrage!!!

Thanks to KNO for the news link below:

DNA tests: Body found in bag is Nurin (update 3)

PETALING JAYA: Selangor police have said that DNA tests on the body found stuffed in a sports bag on Monday in Petaling Jaya show that it is that of missing girl Nurin Jazlin Jazimin.

However, the police proposed a second DNA test be conducted to confirm this after eight-year-old Nurin’s parents refused to accept the positive DNA results released here on Thursday.

Selangor police chief deputy commissioner Datuk Khalid Abu Bakar said the DNA results released by the Forensics Department at about 2pm on Thursday showed a match between the DNA of both of Nurin’s parents and that of the body.

Nurin had been missing since Aug 20. On Monday, police found the body of a girl stuffed in a sports bag in a shophouse at Jalan PJS1, Petaling Jaya.

At Hospital Kuala Lumpur on Thursday afternoon, Nurin’s father Jazimin Abdul Jalil, 33, a taxi driver still denied the body was that of his daughter, reports BERNAMA.

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Kesian kan that lil girl?
Nurin is among the 17 children under the age of nine – 10 boys and seven girls – on the police’s list of missing persons. according to earlier reports many children had disappeared due to family dispute…. whatever problem it is, let’s keep our family safe….

the streets are no longer safe, even if it is ur own compound… who knows what tragedy awaits and might befall?? malang tak berbau… with the fact that our people is becoming more and more absurd…..

i mean… what kind of person who can actually do such thing to a poor child… and with cucumber and brinjals???!!! what da %^E$^$%^#%???!!! Gilakah org kita sekarang ini??!! di manakah hati perut mereka ini? if these moronic people ever being caught, i wonder what kind of sentence will bind them???

i guess…. parent must have a closer look at their children… jgnlah terlalu sibuk dgn hal2 duniawi sampai lupa nak ambil tahu hal anak2… do have the heart to see the body of ur children being assaulted, sexually abused, murdered or even burned till the very bone? the children that u work hard to raise?…

ur children is not just Allah’s gifts to us but also our responsibility… to all parents, please…. make some quality time with your family…

kesian budak tu… whoever she is, bruises all over, sexually assaulted, badan dikepak2 diperosok masuk ke dalam a bag and being dumped. what a terrible fate!!! if she’s not nurin pun… lagi kesian… nobody seemed to claim her.

apalah nak jadi dgn dunia sekarang… is it because humans now is further apart from the Creator? The Almighty? kembalilah ke pangkal jalan….

*sigh*….

p/s: i dont have the heart to actually upload the photo of the poor girl. buat renungan kita…