No more PTD….
Saturday, October 28th, 2006Assalamualaikum…
There’re quite a few buddies asking me bout perkembangan PTD tu… Sekembalinya dari PAC which s Program Asessment Centre tu, dah rasa malas nak amik tau… Why? Because i already know the outcome. I know i cannot make it. But atas permintaan, i shall tell you..
During my stay at INTAN where the assessment were held, I heard a lot of stories bout the programme. ada yg mai kali 2 pun ada. and they told me stuff that really make me feel disappointed. Penampilan dikatakan kategori utama di samping faktor kecergasan. perkara2 luaran dititikberatkan sebelum mengambil berat soal dalaman. I was being told that they arent looking for chubby candidates. Adil ke tu?
Not to mention my fitness test memang out, because i actually hand over surat doc to exempt me from those things, but since they said that exempted candidates will be penalised, so i did my walk, instead of run. Just to join them. i guess it didnt help. kalaulah nak memilih, memanglah 60 00 unemployed graduates will remain jobless la. From what i know, i’ve walked into gov offices numerous times, and berlunggok2 org berpenyakit kronik kat situ dan besar2 belaka. kenapa pulak tapisan di sini menitik beratkan soal kecergasan terlebih dahulu, serta penampilan. Apa gunanya ada rupa, slim, athletic but no PR skills, no public speaking skills…??? Kalau they’re only looking for these aspects, then why ada those LDK, public speaking and parliament debates sessions(all bi-language) which i excelled? baik cancell ja those..
Ntahla…
As expected, my name is not in the interview list. But i have a friend i met at the assessment program yg ada segala2nya, except that she’s plum like me. She’s just great, knowledgeable and all demo… she also didnt get it. Why are they wasting such talent simply because they’re looking for someone yg sedap mata memandang? Not to mention that masa assesstment tu there a few anak2 JUSA-Jawatan Utama Sektor Awam (Top PTDs) there and to my surprise, they skipped a few steps that should be done. Memang pegawai2 di situ pun baik dgn mereka. Obviously they attended the programme just to fullfill the procedure.
Walhal, takdaklah talented pun. and i didnt notice seeing them during fitness test pun… ntahlah…
So i hope from now onwards dont ask me bout PTD ok. I’m not frustrated because i’m not in, but i’m not satisfied with the selection system.
Anyway, i had another interview in putrajaya with MIGHT- Malaysia Industry Government Group for High Technology. For the post of researcher. Wish me luck ok. They said results should come 2 weeks after raya. Gambatte for me!
