farah’s corner

Politics, huh?

To some, it can be such a taboo subject… but i feel somehow, we ought to be involved, in it, be it directly or indirectly… because, being involved in politics meaning ur actually contributing to ur people, to ur race, most importantly to ur religion…

I have always been active when it comes to politics… just take a look at my involvement in campus politics.. but until some, i finally decide to lay low, due to some major health issues but i’m still helping around…

however…

what i got myself in now is the whole different thing compared to what i experienced in UKM, tak kiralah TSB or ASPIRASI, where that time our prime enemies are from the opposite party… i’m now stepping inthe real world… This is real politics i’m talking about!

Real politics…. there so many parties i mean political parties around and it has always been one’s ultimate right to choose their desired government and by whom it’ll be governed… Democracy lah katakan…

Me..?                                          

I chose UMNO!!! i mean… i honestly feel that UMNO is the best political party for the MUSLIMS< Malays of course.. i do feel that we Malays have reached this far because of UMNO’s efficiency… come on, this is just my point of view.. dont know bout u guys out there…

Demo..

i certainly dont agree with people yg just simply dont want to amik tau bout these.. i feel they’re selfish and being irresponsible. no matter who u r, we all must contribute to our people kan?again, no offense, please i’m just expressing my views..

to be continued..

(pd sesiapa yg tak berkesempatan membaca buletin)

well…

let me see what i’m doin with my life now..? hmmm… what i know, i’m no longer a couch warmer..(as if i used to…)..

honestly, i’m doing nothin much, just teaching 4 kids (tuition i mean)… nampak gaya nak tambah lagi sorang pulak. at the moment i’m teaching 2form 1s, 1year 3 and 1 yr 5. the other one yg dok mintak nak join my class is another 1st former…

3 of them r really weak students i mean really really weak.. gosh i never know teaching can be so tiring, ni baru beberapa kerat… how bout the school teachers? teaching so many classes which consist of so many students, but of course they r well-trained for that, even have the materials and well-xposed to the syllabus of course.. but really, kalau kat tuition, parents would hope that this private tutoring will ‘impose’ a lot of improvements on the purile kids… man… what if depa tak improve2 i wonder what would the parents be thikin…?

thank Allah has allowed me to be able to do just that, alhamdulillah.. but tak tau la… i’m teaching 4 subjects at the moment; eng, bm, science and maths. i certainly have no probs teachin maths and science.. demo… i find it difficult to teach the languages.. especially kat yg secondary schoolers tu… if u guys happen to know where i can get english and bm basic grammar notes online, do drop me a line ok… taknak ngajaq butatuli, nanti tak berkat my gaji tu.

well… alhamdulillah so far the parents r satisfied with me, but the kids r gettin naughier since now they have accustomed to my presence, maklumla, mostly tu anak jiran la katakan… nak marah pun payah. but it seemed to me that news bout me teaching is spreading. i’m not gonna make this my sole income, but….

huhuhuuuhuhu

honestly, ijust want to keep just to the existing studets la… because dah tentukan timing tu outside office hour. tapi kita tak tau apa yg Allah dah design for us…

so just let the time reveal all and as for now, gambate la cik farah oiii….

huhuhu…

my life has gone back to normal pace after spending lots of energy worrying and freaking out over this hampeh ptd exam… i dont puta single cent of hope in this exam… especially in the general knowledge paper… never did i do any exam this badly… there r people who already repeated 3 times for this… and yet still failed and repeat again… who says it’s easy to be on board that belongs 2 the gov… mmg certain times it’s easier if u just have a strong cable but donno la…

after i’ve looked into my life… i’ve realised, regretted many things..(many does) but one thing is certain, i would have gone much2further if i really put in some effort in it… i jusy simply do things casually.., nak jaga diri konon but honestly, i really shouldnt break down easily.. before i used to be someone who breaks under preassure but my last semester in ukm reallyteaches me a lot of things, especially on how u should face ur fears… and overcome it…

and only recently i noticed that… how i’ve changed to so resilient and durable during the 2months when others r enjoying their semester breaks but i’m driving everyday to ukm from my aunt’s house in kl. imagine, facing the kl’s well known jams everyday.. so hectic, most time being finished on da road..

honestly, if i really have this kind of thinking eversince before, i might have been as lucky as my younger bro, getting to go abroad and all… rather than being here, xtra long time and becoming the laughing stalks of many…

man.. i’m relly pathetic…

Aizat… ur certainly rite bout it… huhuhu…. giler ka apa depa ni tanya segala aspek soalan… what r they thinking askin such thing, ngat kita ni professor serba tau ka? from perlembagaan right up to literature (which definitely not my liking) and sports… like what the h#ll am i suppose to answer? dh la like so many questions but time so sikit like what… (sorry my comand of laguage willlose its balance if i freak out). mujoqla multiple answer typed questions, mai dia tanya pendapat… mampuih nak habaq apa…

which is tomorrow by the way… i really am worried, esok exam eng and bi, not the languages that i’m worried off but the content of what i’mm gonna compose.. not that my language proficiency is superior or anything but, just to say, bad language + pointless or lack/illogical content = VERY200 BAD!!!!!

I DONNO LA, usually back in studying years, if donna precxise answer, then GORENG LA… but this time, even GORENG also i cant do… no minyak one!!!

Masya Allah…! really pardon me for my very bad language usage here but.. man, this whole PTD thingy is really fraking me out there…

after esok, i shall calm down… so far what i can say, i’ll try other ways to find a job, but SURIRUMAH TANGGA FULL TIME  s not in the list ok limi… eleh dia yg nak jadik cakap org pulak…

see ya esok…

agaian, sorry bout this mess to whoever unlucky enough to read this..

yep… like aizat said sitting and doing ptd exam is certainly like inviting whole adrenaline rush into ur systems… like a dam being overwhelmed during monsoon season…

thanks a lot aizat… for reminding me how much i should worry. great help there.. hampeh tol. but then, kalau nak console pun illogic.. because it’s involving the insensible ptd exam!!

one of my friends told me yesterday, that he actually sat the exams around 3 times and frankly he said, he dont know what r they expecting fromm our answers…

all of these only make less enthusiast in attending the exams.. but to HE*L with it. it’s gonna be a tough one, indeed but i wont die before trying, and besides, if i’m not lucky this time around, i can try again next time. by then i’ll more prepared since i can get the materials..

so….

in less than 5 hours i’ll move to usm be there till 2.45 and give my best shot at it… although it’s not gonna be a  cup of tea nor it is a piece of cake but i’ll be sure to try…

gambate for me!!!

now, i’d like to resume my sleep. feel like sleeping

i cant help but to feel worried over my ptd exams tomorrow. man…. some might say dont know what to read.., but to me, there’s just too much to read! really, how an one possibly master all the malaysian profiles, dasar2 and all the whatnots in the matter of days? pasrah jer la… in the first place i was just thinking of this as a last resort, ptd is actually my last choice in job application list.. never thought they would call for a ptd exam…

what i know are recent stuff, but when i lokked at past years question, they asked candidate to count taxes, they asked bout kl declaration 1971… i mean, how am i suppose to know this. i totally freaked out man…

demo… i’ll still give my best shot,baca la apa yg terdaya…

wish me luck for tomorrow and the day after…