farah’s corner

my worse fears had been realised….

Akhirnya setelah 4 hari bertarung dgn maut, sahabatku kecundang jua akhirnya… Bob tlh menghembuskan nafasnya yg terakhir pagi tadi di HUKM. Kecundang pada kanser… penyakit yg membunuh…. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihiraaji’uun… sesungguhnya Allah lebih mengasihimu… Semoga rohnya bersemadi dgn aman…

This so called ‘incident’ has made me to appreciate people around me especially those who r dear to me even more… no matter friends or families…

a loss is never easy to deal with and i’m afraid of losing… especially this way…

guys…

apreciate people around u… because u’ll never know how long they’ll live and how long u’ll live…

it’s painful if u lose a dear friend. but if it is the enemy, i’m sure u’ll somehow regret even more that u never had the chance to wrap things up properly b4 the person left to the other world…. Sometimes… as human being we have the tendencies of hurting others or offending others without us realizing it. B4 it’s too late i’d like to apologize to all of u if i ever utter any unpleasantries upon u guys… and 4 those who r close to me, sorry if my jokes had gone beyond the border line…

i’m sorry….

Al-Fatihah for him…. my dear friend..

what do u know………

sometimes kita slalu nampak member2 kita.. adakala sampai mual kita tgk muka depa… but u’ll never know that some day…. u’ll never b able to see them again… maybe something happens to them, or something happens to u..

perhaps…

i’m still indeed very shocked with the fact that an old friend of mine sejak 1st yr (that’s really many2 yrs ago) is now like halfway to the twilight zone… Na’uzubillah… May Allah help him… He’s in coma.

He’s bob, bob TSB people would call him.he’s just so synonim wth tsb…( org yg amik tau politik kampus ukm taula TSB tu apa). he’s a very fierce friend of ours… feel so secure whenever we’re with him but now… to sad to imagine, he’s lying there helplessly.. in HUKM. to those who knows him and nearby to the hospital do pay him a visit… please…

The last time i saw my friend when i was about to graduate around 2months ago. kami jumpa di keris mas, wherelse. tempat yg byk kenangan to most of us.. Bob is a very nice guy… many people know that i graduated really late due to my poor health.but unlike others, Bob never make fun of me, of my situation… never make fun of my sickness;my weak lungs that is, except being concerned bout it and all…

Now i know why…..

betapa lemahnya nyawa dan badan manusia…jika tidak dijaga… bahaya, it can actually cost ur life… so take care of our health…

….. May ALLAH help him…..

i’m trying to update my profile skin but in the i actually didit to my blog instead… hampeh

I’m a late developer

Really i am.. kalau org lain in my place sure malu giler + bengkek + bosan dll member sebatch dah ntah ke mana2 and here i am… struggling in vain to wrap off my thing here.. If its not bcz of that illness… But it’s ok… i can accept me as the way i am, hopefully u guys can accept me as i am now… Thanks for those who does…

earlier today i recieved my final results from ukm, together with that the date of my long-awaited convocation… mixed feelings inside but what i know is that i’m no longer associated with UKM.. So sad.. After these long years here in UKM, frankly till now i’m still not over this institution yet… And today UKM itself sent me the date of our parting…

Geezzz…. mixed feelings

betapa ketinggalannya daku compred to my adikszzz… org lain canggh kita ni baru nak start blogging.. what can i do, i’m a late developer…

well this still underconstruction so many things i left untyped..

let us use this channel in a healthy way, not to condemn others or to do negative things to others.